Red Flags: How a book was “born” (Includes ordering information)

For every book, there is a story about how it came to be.

The story behind Red Flags starts in 1997. The figure skating boom of the 1990s was in full swing. The Internet was in its infancy. Instead of blogs and social media, there were primitive websites and Usenet newsgroups. The hive of Internet skating fandom at that time was a Usenet group called rec.sport.skating.ice.figure, also known as RSSIF. The RSSIF-ers were a knowledgeable,  passionate bunch. Flame wars between different factions were common, especially during the summer months when there weren’t many skating competitions to dissect. Gossip about skaters’ private lives was discouraged, but it seemed unavoidable in an era where elite figure skaters were A-list celebrities whose latest escapades routinely made tabloid headlines.

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At some point during the summer of 1997, the RSSIF regulars got into a heated discussion over which topics should or shouldn’t be allowed. On a whim, I decided to write a little soap opera that covered all of the forbidden topics– closeted gay skaters, eating disorders, extramarital affairs, abusive coaches, crazy skatemoms, bickering pairs– albeit in a fictional skating world populated with characters who were completely made-up; they were not stand-ins for real-life skaters. I titled this soap opera The Strong and the Sequined.

I figured I’d keep the soap opera going for a few weeks, maybe a few months. But each time I posted a new chapter, I would be swamped with requests for back chapters. (Today, I would have posted them on a blog, but blogs hadn’t been invented yet.) I couldn’t believe people were actually reading my little story– I was literally making it up as I went along! I had only a vague idea of what was going to happen next. At that time, I was definitely a “pantser” not a “plotter.” The Strong and the Sequined took on a life of its own.

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I, Tonya: My Impressions

I was hoping to see I, Tonya last week when it debuted at my local art theatre, but between a bad cold and the frigid weather, I waited until today. I posted some of my impressions of the film in a thread at the Figure Skating Universe forum. I will repeat those here, with some additional insights.

For me, the film works best if I view it as a story and the various figures as characters, as opposed to a true-to-life biopic of Tonya Harding or a literal account of the events surrounding the 1994 attack on Nancy Kerrigan. Having lived through that era of skating history, I could easily spot the places where the movie didn’t jibe with my memory of what actually happened. The key players’ versions of the truth contradict each other, which is emphasized in the movie itself.

Some other random thoughts about I, Tonya:

1. The film portrays Tonya as a victim of both parental and spousal abuse, yet at the same time she comes off as her own worst enemy, which is pretty much how I view her in real life.
2. Oddly, the Jeff Gillooly character comes off as being the one with the most genuine feelings. He truly seems to be in love with Tonya and appears to be in real pain when she leaves him. Meanwhile, Tonya is depicted as using Jeff because he has a steady job and because their relationship gives her an escape from her horrific mother. (Again, I emphasize that I am only referring to the characters in the movie here, not the real humans behind them. I never got these same vibes from the Jeff Gillooly I saw on TV back in the 1990s. And of course, as a skating fan, I have never been privy to what went on between them behind closed doors.)
3. The Diane Rawlinson character would fit in with the Desperate Housewives on Wisteria Lane. I kept wondering if she was on Valium. Or something. At any rate, it was entirely believable that she would forget to bring an extra bootlace to Lillehammer.
4. Allison Janney deserved that Golden Globe Award! Her depiction of LaVona Golden made me both laugh and cringe.
5. The movie version of Shawn Eckardt comes closest to how I remember his real-life counterpart. I have also known people like him in my own personal life, with their grandiose schemes and far-fetched tales of heroism.
6. The filmmakers took some obvious artistic liberties, especially where the various skating events were concerned. But I can understand why they needed to do it that way. Having taken my own artistic liberties with some of these very same competitions in Red Flags, I found this amusing. (Who knew that Skate America 1986 could be so inspiring?)
7. I wish there had been something at the end about how Tonya was shut out of the professional skating realm due to the other skaters banding together and telling the promoters they would not perform on the same ice with her. That was a bigger punishment than being banned from the USFSA, since Tonya’s competitive career was over by that point anyhow. While the professional skating scene was thriving before the attack on Nancy Kerrigan, it surged afterward. In the mid-to-late 1990s, there were ice shows, professional competitions, and “cheesefests” on TV almost every week. Everyone made tons of money– except Tonya.
8. While the movie isn’t “about” Nancy, I felt there should have been something to show that, yes, this was a physical assault on a human being and it must have been a terrifying, painful experience for her.

9. The figure skating establishment as depicted in I, Tonya are a bunch of biased, elitist snobs who are overly concerned with Tonya’s impoverished background and overall lack of ice princess-ness. While other skaters have made similar claims over the years– and I’m sure it’s more true than not– the fact remains that the USFSA put Tonya on two Olympic teams. When she skated well and landed her legendary triple axel, her background didn’t matter so much. But she wasn’t allowed any margin of error. The establishment wasn’t going to hold her up if she didn’t deliver. But Tonya was in pretty good shape at the 1994 U.S. Nationals. She would have earned a spot on the Olympic team even if Nancy had been able to compete.

If anyone else has seen I, Tonya, feel free to share your thoughts in the comments. If you happen to be among the Nancy supporters who refuse to watch this film, I’d like to hear from you, too.

Tonya(Here is a crude artistic rendering of Tonya circa 1991 that I made on Canva.)

Say It Anyway!

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Transgender

Vulnerable

Science-Based

Evidence-Based

Diversity

Entitlement

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The Center For Disease Control is no longer allowed to use these words.

May the CDC keep using them anyway.

Say them out loud. Say them often. Write them in reports. Write them on neon-colored posters and stick them on all the walls. Then take pictures of the signs and post them all over the Internet. Don’t give in to Trump. Don’t normalize what is happening here.

THIS IS NOT NORMAL!

Happy Halloween!!!

Wishing you all a safe and Happy Halloween!!!

The house in this picture is so haunted that not everyone can fit into it at the same time. Some of them have to go outdoors. The zombies in particular are looking for a new place, although not a place to live.

Maybe they will move into YOUR neighborhood?

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#MeToo

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I count myself as one of the many, many women who has been sexually harassed or abused. For those who have read my novel, Red Flags, I should emphasize that the events in that book are fictional. I did not suffer horrific abuse as a child/teenager like my main character. The harassment I experienced was “ordinary”, if there is such a thing. The incidents that stand out most occurred on the streets, on the bus, and in bars. Hell, I can’t think of a time when I wasn’t sexually harassed at a bar. That’s why I stay away from those places, even now.

Even though I did not experience the same level of abuse as Larissa from Red Flags, events of this past week underscore the fact that it has happened to far too many real-life women and girls. Then there’s the everybody-knew-but-nobody-did-anything factor…

Banned Books Week

Yay!!! Banned books!!! I would consider it an honor if someone banned one of mine.

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Each year, Jonathon, alerts me when it is Banned Books Week.

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‘Banned Books Week is an annual event celebrating the freedom to read.  Typically held during the last week of September, it highlights the value of free and open access to information.  Banned Books Week brings together the entire book community – librarians, booksellers, publishers, journalists, teachers, and readers – in shared support of the freedom to seek and express ideas, even those considered unorthodox or unpopular.’   Banned and Challenged Books

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Here is a Top Ten List of Banned Books:

  1. The Wish Giver by Bill Brittain
  2. An Alphabet for Rotten Kid by Davide S. Elliot
  3. A Light in the Attic by Shel Silverstein
  4. Jean Has Two Moms (Jean a deux mamans) by Opheilie Texier
  5. Blood and Chocolate by Annette Curtis Klause
  6. The Color Purple by Alice Walker
  7. The Jungle by Upton Sinclair
  8. Tropic of Cancer by Henry Miller
  9. Black…

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